Broken Apologies

What does broken mean?

Why do people fall away?

Friends are here and then they aren’t. It’s not because I hate you. We just don’t have anything in common anymore.

I’m a Christian. You are still thinking about it.

I’m in a serious relationship. You think that’s stupid.

I’m going to struggle through college. Your parents have it covered.

Were we ever truly friends? Or was our friendship simply a product of convenience?

I’m sure I don’t know. All I know is you were there for me when I was confused. We bonded over silly things. We went shopping and got on tumblr. We laughed at pony boy. We listened to indie music and reflected on our favorite books. My first kiss disaster was solved just by talking it out. You understood me. But now we don’t understand each other at all.

Is this my fault?

I’m sorry. I loved you how I knew how. I guess I figured out I didn’t know how to.

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